You Are the Sunshine;

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

haha, i decided to continue staying in Yhope, cos of leeshi's (can i call it encouragement?)
hmm, yup.
(:

The Sun Shone at; 2:21 AM;

LOVE ME

i love this.

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.

Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.

He said,

"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,

Grandma's daddy didn't like me none,

but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.

Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet,

insteadOf her, I found this letter,

and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do,

don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,I

'll be loving you.

Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,

In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.

I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;

But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do,

don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be

.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you.

Love, me.

Between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you.

Love, me

The Sun Shone at; 1:08 AM;

aiyah, i think i have another bing4.
i cant to seem to live for a day without falling down. :/
and today, ~~as usual~~ fell. :/
aiyoh, even sit on the swing also can fall lor, lol.
hmm.
changed places with wenjing, haha like it better.
oh and maths + geog test was TOTAL SHIT okay,
i think i wld probably fail maths :/
sigh,

take it as it goes;

The Sun Shone at; 12:48 AM;

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

oh stupid, today during music,
BRENDA suddenly went crazy and pushed me, so that i landed on Janet.
sigh, i think she is retarded.
haha i din speak to her today!

The Sun Shone at; 12:41 AM;

Monday, February 26, 2007

oh yea, thr's a BIG BIG PROB wtih LIMWENJING.
she is seriously sadist,
she said she enjoys irritating me, fuck.
and then she purposely spit saliva on me!
LIKE EEEEEEK WTF!
DAMN HER.

The Sun Shone at; 5:39 AM;

i dotn knw, this thing is weighing me down.
im regretting.

The Sun Shone at; 5:04 AM;

haha, went to have lunch at TTSH?!
gwyneth's idea lol,
and i actually agreed, can u believe it?!
the food wasnt bad, but it was super embarrassing lah, eating at a hospital.
and thr was this weirdo uncle who ordered mee siam, drank the soup but din eat the mee, WEIRDO.
and then, meet gwyneth's mother and went home.
was rather tough, her mother's soooo comical.

and YAY, i got back at ESTHERBELLE!

The Sun Shone at; 4:50 AM;

Saturday, February 24, 2007

YAYAYE.
yesterday was the performance!
haha nothing went wrong, luckily,
i was trembling before the thing started, LOL.
oh im getting more and more forgetful, i can actually forget abt my phone and happily jump out of gwyneth's car.

rahh, and she's harder and harder to tolerate.

The Sun Shone at; 8:17 PM;

Thursday, February 22, 2007

today was THINKING DAY!
haha everything went quite well :D,
except for the cat.
hmm it seems that animals like to participate too haha lol.

when can i ever be freed?

The Sun Shone at; 5:00 AM;

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

STUPID.

all crap lah.
stupid, i cant find my stupid thermometer.
stupid, my whole family's out and i have no dinner except for a plate of miserable noodles.
stupid, i havent started on any homework.

The Sun Shone at; 3:26 AM;

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

she's getting more and more irritating each day :/
and stupid brenda, now my back hurts like shit.
RAHHHHHH

The Sun Shone at; 11:17 PM;

Thursday, February 15, 2007

lol, had MC AUDITIONS TODAY.
walao, it was damn embarrassing lah!
i couldnt stop laughing, and when i laugh i cant NOT pinch my nose,
stupid,
i have this LAUGHING + NOSE PINCHING DISORDER :/

OKAYYYY
I SHALL NOT BE HYPOCRITICAL ANYMORE.
I HATE LIMWENJING.
IM SERIOUSLY SICK OF HER OKAY.
SHE SUCKS LAH CAN.
SHE'S DAMN IRRITATING,
AND I RECKON SHE'S A SADIST.
I KNW I OWE HER QUITE ALOT;
SHE TEACHES ME CHEM AND MATHS.
BUT SHE IS ALSO VERY SELFISH AT TIMES.
I CANNOT STAND LIMWENJINGGGGGGGG!
TO SPEAK THE TRUTH,
I HAVE BEEN TOLERATING HER FOR A LONG TIME.
I KNW IT'S QUITE MEAN TO DO THIS,
POSTING IT ON MY BLOG,
BUT SERIOUSLY LAH.
VERY, ABSOLUTELY IRRITATING.

The Sun Shone at; 2:47 AM;

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

i told u i will change this year, but it seems that i din change the slightest bit.

The Sun Shone at; 5:01 AM;

damn it,
can everyone stop saying that my hair looks like wenjing's?!?!
im kinda INSULTED.
NOPE I MEAN VERY INSULTED.
:X

and im not hypocrtical, im just trying not to hurt her.
seriously, she cries so easily, and no doubt that when i tell her that, she WILL DEFINITELY CRY.

The Sun Shone at; 4:38 AM;

Monday, February 12, 2007

lol, wateva.
the first thing in the morning, wenjing came boasting to me abt her great clothes, so nice so nice...
then was like zzz,
dont u knw i alr quite sad, damn.

The Sun Shone at; 1:54 AM;

Sunday, February 11, 2007

damn ms gwee,
she sucks like hell.
firstly, not handing in Home Econs Portfolio hasnt got anything to do with guides.
secondly, she's not a guider anymore.
thirdly, she has no brains.
lastly, she is HATED BY EVERYONE.
and damn it, she wants me to unpick my belt and sew it higher.
which is like so dumb, who would actually go and unpick her belt and sew it higher.
and she doesnt listen too.
i told her that thr wld be a scar,
she replied saying " NONONO thr WONT"
i was like **** wats ur problem old hag.
stupid, cant believe that i even thought she was a nice person.
and haha we did it!
had 1hr to finish home econs, hand it to ms gwee, eat lunch, and be punctual for guides.
apparently, i thought we wldnt be able to accomplish that, but somehow we did :D

YAYYAY.

oh, and i cut my hair, was quite scared, turned out i was right to be scared.
the stupid hairdresser, cut it all the same length( all straight) even though i said LAYER so loud and clearly.
dammit, it was so ugly, i looked like some nerd.
cldnt take it in the end, went to look for her and make her cut agn.
however it din help much,
i still look as horrible.
:'(
ohmyohmy, how would i be able to go to sch tmr?!?!

The Sun Shone at; 2:24 PM;

things havent been going too well lately.
first, no new clothes.
this was sort of a big blow to me.
then my hair is like i dont knw wat.
next, cant finish f&f cos the flower which wenjing so smartly assumed was a periwinkle was NOT a periwinkle.
and then have some problem getting a morning glory.
im so stresseddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
lots of things that i havent do!
plus this year, thr's more to be expected of me.
and im gonna break down soon, i knw myself.

The Sun Shone at; 1:05 AM;

oh sad.
new years just a week away.
and i haven bought any clothes yet.
my mom's too busy to shop with me, and she doesnt allow me to go alone.
asking me whether i mind if i dont get new clothes this year.
i was pretending not to hear her, cos obviously i DO mind.
and everyone ard me are talking abt their new clothes.

The Sun Shone at; 12:06 AM;

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

oh yea i saw XIAOFENG TODAY!
i was like "aiyoh still so short ah?"
then i walked to him,
was shocked that he was actually TALLER T HAN ME!
aww man he grow so fast.
hah and his voice like shit!

The Sun Shone at; 5:43 AM;

HMM YEA HELLO!
went to get guide u with the sec ones.
it was rather sian yea.
partly cos may din go ><)
ahhhh
must do home econs le BYE.

The Sun Shone at; 3:13 AM;

Monday, February 05, 2007

oh yea, today's a nice day to start the week.
the BLACKBOARD changed into WHITEBORD!
hee everyone was so happy.
(:
aww man, have loads to do!
im gonna die soon.

The Sun Shone at; 3:15 AM;

omg, had to design cover for signature book.
OMGOMGOMG
it sucks, how can anyone trust my taste.
GREAT.
now everyone will blame me for having such an UGLY cover.
:/
just look at it man.

The Sun Shone at; 2:52 AM;

Saturday, February 03, 2007

i dont knw wat to do,
i dont knw why i HATE you so much.
just stand stand u thats all.
but still cant bring myself to tell u in the face, "PLS GO AWAY, I DONT LIKE YOU.

The Sun Shone at; 4:45 AM;

well yea was taking the bus home today, found a seat and sat down.
turned back and got a shock,
SAW A MAN WHO LOOKED RETARDED.

The Sun Shone at; 4:40 AM;

Friday, February 02, 2007

hmm i WANNA CUT HAIRRRRRRRRRR

The Sun Shone at; 5:50 AM;

waa sickening TINGYUAN,
promised me the cap and din bring it.
haha thnks wenj for the cap.
hope u rmb to bring it though. (:
HAH.
erm and yea
PPL FRM SNGS, TAKE NOTE TO BE CAREFUL WHEN EATING FOOD FRM THE BLUE BOWL NOODLE STALL.
PERSONAL EXPERIENCE TO SHARE.
LOOK.---->

THR WAS THIS AEDES MOSQUITO!
WTH.

SIGH AND SO PAISEH.
TODAY DURING REHEARSAL,
MADE SO MANY MISTAKES. :/
AHHHH EVERYONE THINKS IM WEIRD.
ESP LOUISA.

The Sun Shone at; 5:11 AM;

Thursday, February 01, 2007

OMG!
HAHA ALL THANKS TO XIUXIAN,
she helped me resize this pict,
i cldnt make it fit.
lols.
THANK YOUUUUU!
<3

The Sun Shone at; 4:21 AM;

hello,
today wasnt that great either.
maybe a little more than shitty,
or maybe a lil better than shitty cos of my MAMME <3! HEE THANKS RENYUE(:
oh well yup and man i cant stand u.
SERIOUSLY i will go MAD if i see you for another day,
will means i WILL GO MAD
walao.
im NOT and object for u to scream at okayyyyyyyy
im HUMAN and i HAVE feelings.
dont think that an excuse that u are moody is gd enough okayyyyyy
IM THE ONE WHO SHLD BE MOODY,
having to SEE U EVERYDAY.
i may have hurt u today,
but i dont care,
it's not fair that i take care not to hurt u
and u simply shoot wateva u wanna say.

The Sun Shone at; 1:34 AM;